Red = Audrey
Dark Blue = Gavin
Pink = Lorelei
Light Purple = Charlotte
Orange = Briar
Blue = Rebecca
Lime Green = Sam
Dark Blue = Miles
Grey = Serrina
Aqua = Adam
Audrey has wished on every star for the perfect boy to come to her school. The one with perfect hair and really cute. When school starts up its love at first sight with a boy nothing what she hoped for but she still liked him. At first he seems perfect, kind and sweet. But when the jerks sweep him up he changes in an instant from super cutie to super jerky!
I'm at my house having a sleepover for my birthday with my best friends Lorelei, Charlotte, Briar, Rebecca and Sam. I'm really happy I'm turning 13, but i don't know if I'm ready. Being 12 and never talked, been around, hugged, dated, a guy is pretty sad because most girls at this age have had sex by now but i just guess I'm not into any of the guys here. I'm really not that great with the guys at all. I only have one guy friend i met at camp once but that's it and we never actually talk or try to meet up. I guess i just i never tried hard enough.
"I wish there would just be a really cute guy that would come to our school, all the guys are really ugly"
"Ya me too. But if there was a cute guy all the girls would like him."
"That's so true."
"I wish there was a guy that only liked me"
"But when would that ever happen?"
"Hey!"
"I'm just saying"
"You are pretty shy around guys."
"Am not!"
"Yes you are"
"No, right Rebecca?"
"Yes you are!"
"How?"
"You have never been near a boy or even talked to one."
"Yes i have and i just don't like the guys here"
"So we still make out with them, just close your eyes"
"Id rather not, anyway, Rebecca, what are you doing?"
"Texting Grey"
"Come, were talking bout boys"
"Fine"
"So what do your dream boys look like?"
"Justin Bieber"
"Isn't everyone's?"
"Ya, how about you Audrey?"
"I don't know, Justin Bieber"
"Okay, Cool so who wants to go eat cake?"
"Me!"
"Oh me too"
"Lets go"
"Are you coming Audrey?"
"Ill be down in a sec"
"Okay"
I grab a note pad a write in 'find a boyfriend.' Then i rush down stairs.
First Day of School.
I grab my new bag from under my bed and check to make sure i have everything then rush out the door and down the street to Lorelei's house.
"Hi, let me just grab my lunch from in my kitchen"
"Okay"
Lorelei rushes in and i wait for a minuet for her to be done.
"Kay lets get going"
"So, are you nervous?"
"No, why would i?"
"I don't know"
"I wonder who all the new kids are going to be"
"Ya i hope theres a cute boy. That would be amazing"
"Ya but there will probably only be girls"
"Ya."
I really do hope that there is a cute boy but he would never like me. Ever. We get to school and we see all the kids rushing around and we see all our old friends and we say hi and we see new kids to but no cute ones.
We go into class where we learn about expectations because it would be sorta cruel to bring us back and make us work! Later we get a break to go out for recess.
Me and my friends walk out of the building and i look around for new kids when i spot someone. It was a feeling i cant even describe. The feeling of love a first sight. Some people don't believe in it but when i looked at him it wasn't just me. He was looking back. All i could think about was him. He was nothing like the guy i described as my dream guy. He wasn't white, he didn't have brown hair, but i felt like he was different. When ever i saw a cute boy i also saw ass hole like it was written on his head or something. Just the way they resembled the kind of guy who like those brand name cookie cutter girls with the strait blond hair, mine was black. Blue eyes, mine were brown. Perfect vision, i had glasses. Brand name clothes and tight pants that ride up their butt crack, and was none of that. And this guy didn't seem like that. He seemed like he would like me and i wanted to know.
"Look at that kid."
"Hes ugly."
"Ya, we should set him and Briar up."
"Ya"
"Go tell him"
"Fine, come on Rebecca"
They run up to him and tell him. I know, why did i do that? Tell them he should go out with her. I don't know i just came out i guess. I also don't think he would say yes.
"Our friend Briar wants to go out with you"
"What one?"
"The one in the black"
"Cool"
Then he walks away. That's it? If i want to marry this kid I'm gonna need to talk to him. Wait. Talk to him? Oh my gosh, i cant do that i know nothing about him.
"Hey, what's that kids name?"
"I think its Gavin"
"Isn't that a girl name?"
"No"
"Oh, okay."
Later that night me and Lorelei go to the movies to go hang out a have a snack.
"Who do you like?"
"Guess"
"Wait. You like someone?"
"Ya"
"Who?"
"Guess"
"Fine, is it Gavin?"
"Ya how did you know?"
"Because you are constantly talking about him"
"I am?"
"Yes"
"Oh, but don't tell anyone, okay?"
"Okay"
The next day at lunch i sit alone behind the fence because all the kids are playing flag football and I'm really not a sporty girl. I keep glancing over to see him and he never looks back the same way he did before.
"Don't you think Audrey and Gavin would make a cute couple? They both have the same glasses and everything"
"Um I don't know"
"Dose she like him?"
"I don't know"
"I'm gonna go ask him if he likes her"
"Um okay"
"Gavin"
"Ya"
"Do you like Audrey?"
"Uh"
"Ew, Audrey. Shes so ugly!"
"Okay?"
"So what did he say?"
"He said 'Uh'"
"What did Miles say?"
"He said she was ugly"
"Oh"
And it went down hill from there. Rebecca went around telling people i loved him and then the most tragic thing happened. Miles and Gavin walk into my class room and i pretend to ignore him but then 'It' happened. And no, i did not get my period, but i did get embarrassed.
"Hey Audrey do you love Gavin?"
"No"
"Yes you do, Audrey Tyrell. Get it? cause its his last name"
"Gavin Rose, because that's her last name."
"Audrey and Gavin sitting in a tree k.i.s.s.i.n.g."
"First comes love, then comes mirage, comes a baby in a baby carriage."
"Lorelei!"
And that was pretty much the end of my life. Right there. And it carried on. Miles through Gavin's binders at me and his hats and said we were going to get married when on the other hand i was getting people saying that he would never like me. It sucked. But i guessed i liked it cause when it stopped he never looked at me anymore and i sucked. I felt hated. I texted Briar and she said she had his number and she could get him to text me and he did.
"Hi"
"Hi"
"Whats up?"
"Just sitting in my room hbu?"
"Just chilling"
"Cool, so i heard you didn't know me so i was wondering if you wanted to"
"Lmao, sure"
"Whats you favorite color?"
"Blue"
"Cool mines purple?
"Cool"
"Whats you favorite food? Mines pickles hbu?"
"Idk"
"What's your favorite holiday"
"Christmas"
"Me too"
He didnt respond for a while and i was wondering if he hated me.
"Hello?"
"Sorry i have to go. My phones gonna die"
"Bye"
Dose he hate me? Did his phone really need to charge? Dose he still like me? Dose he like me at all? The next day i go to Lorelei's party and i keep texting him hoping he will reply, but he never dose. I ask Briar how long she was texting Gavin the night before and she said 3 or 4 hours. Not 5 minuets. After that we never talked. I would try to talk to him but he would never answer. I would sometimes get mad and hate him but then fall back in love again. I would get mad when he would dance with girls or i would hear rumors about things he had said and i would always twist them into what i want to hear and make there be a reasonable explanation but there never was. He hated me. I didn't know how he felt before. I had heard rumors saying he just didn't know me, he didn't hate me, he was sorry for dancing with those girls, and he was going to ask me to dance but i don't think any of them were true. If i was to know that he ever did like me. That would make my life. But right now i just don't know. He has had girlfriends here. Ones who have cheated on him. Twice. and a little girl who is scared to go near him and will only touch him on a dare. What did i do so wrong that night to make this all turn into another shitty ending of a love story for me? Is it what i said? Is it what he heard? Is it how i look?
I'm sitting on my bed having a sleepover with Lorelei and Briar. We are on Facebook when we see a video titled 'Gavin Gose Wild' and we click on it. Its a video of him doing random boy crap like humping walls and stuff. Briar writes.
"Those are some sexy moves, love Lorelei, Briar and Audrey."
"???"
"Why the f*ck are you commenting on this, Not you Adam?"
"I didn't. It was Briar and why would I? I hate you and you hate me."
"Come on Audrey. We all know you are obsessed with him."
"Your so creepy"
And it went on and on. I tried to pretend it wasn't Gavin who wrote that comment but inside i know it was him. Why wouldn't it be?
I start texting this kid who used to love me named Caleb, who i never liked. He was really, really short and looked like a rat! But i thought he was over me! Ya. Sadly he wasn't and he knew i still liked Gavin and he tried to help set me up with him.
"Gavin said maybe and that he would think about it and tell me tomorrow"
"Seriously?"
"Ya"
"Make sure he says yes, or i will hate you"
"I will cause im such a great guy"
"Sure.."
I'm so happy! Me and Gavin could be going out and be a couple, and we would be together forever.
"Did Gavin actually say that?"
"Yes"
"Oh"
"But i hope he says no so i can be the shoulder to cry on"
"Oh um okay?"
"Ya"
Later me and Lorelei are talking.
"Caleb said he wants Gavin to say no so you and him can go out"
"Ew, No! That is never going to happen!"
"I know but he seems to think it will"
Later that night i plan out my outfit so if Gavin says yes i will look fabulous!
The next day a recess Caleb comes up to me very awkwardly because, One, he loves me, Two, hes 3 feet shorter that me, and Three hes a nerd.
"I'm gonna do it"
"Okay..."
I walk away and he gose and talks to Gavin.
"Will you go out with Audrey?"
"Hell No"
"Why? She beautiful and amazing."
"I don't care. No"
I see him walk over to me.
"Can i tell you this alone?"
"No you can say it right here, in front of everyone"
"Okay, he said 'Hell No'"
"Okay"
I just made no sense. If he said he would think about it i don't think he would have said hell he might have said no. I don't think Gavin said maybe.
"Is she okay, cause i can make her feel better"
"Shes fine"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, she just wants you to leave her alone"
I was, and i just wanted him to leave me alone because i hate him. I will never love him and i will only love Gavin.
I'm sitting on the ground at the Valentines Dance and Serrina comes and sits next to me.
"Hi"
"Do you like Gavin?"
"No"
"Oh because.."
Then one of her friends come up and she runs off. I don't know what she was going to say but I'm expecting it to be bad. Just very bad.
To be Continued
I'm sorry this is boring its just because its about my life and I'm sorta boring and there's also more to the Caleb person but i don't really want to recall all his creepiness. But i hope my life gets better so you will enjoy the next part of the story.
Mason <3
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